synchronicities of the heart

no apologies necessary…

no apologies necessary was the message i sent
no apologies necessary for the way i feel
no apologies necessary for allowing my heart to feel confused and incomplete
no apologies necessary for helping me see my truth, my worth, my beauty
no apologies necessary was for the days i convinced myself otherwise
for the days i looked big-eyed and hopeful for a love that was true
no apologies necessary for the slips of endearments and the almost muttered i love you’s
no apologies necessary for the disappoint i feel…again
the same disappoint that seems far too familiar
the same disappoint from men in my past
dear sir, i apologize, i apologize because i will no longer be disappointed
i apologize because i have not the energy of a desperate woman
but rather the energy of a thankful woman
no apologies necessary for the contentment in my heart
no apologies necessary when i press forward and fly over the spears of sadness, disappoint, heartache
i have not the energy for such turmoil because i have the energy for myself
my love, my body, my soul energizes me and is ever-replenishing
my dear love, i do hope you find whatever it is you are searching for
however your search for me is no longer
our hearts vibrate on different frequencies, my dear love
i tell you, i am waiting on that familiar tune
that soul-synchronizing hum of the heart that beats alongside mine
my dear love, no apologies necessary

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